ASTHMA

I have had severe asthma since I was 13 years old, I have been put on medication and taken off medications for it since I was ten..... Ha Ha, that probably sounds stupid, let me explain. I was diagnosed with asthma when I was ten years old, I was not allowed to play outside when it was really cold or when spring came around. I ignored it otherwise, I only took Clariton. When I was 13 I had a major asthma attack, it got way out of control, I almost stayed in the hospital over night, the doctors were absolutely pissed off. I was in the asthma attack for 11 hours before I was taken to the hospital. Ever since then I have never been on just one medication, I have juggled 3 to 5 medications. One of the new ones I was just put on is Singular, which I am totally depended it on already:( Anyway I read on a webmd newsletter that Singular has been linked to suicide... It can also make you nervous and anxious... Oh Yes this is exactly what I need, not to mention I am on two other steroids and I take another allergie med. I go to bed feeling like a pill popper:( Then more into the article I read, that someone with asthma should, wash their dog once a week, wash any bed sheets once a week and make sure to dust once a week. OK I am a neat freak so those are no problems, but then I should rap my mattress in plastic, I should have a certain type of pillow and I should deep clean my house every week. Oh please cuz I signed up for a second job, I am sorry but I can not and will not sleep on a plastic mattress, nor will I put plastic on anything I own! I cannot believe asthma and allergies need so much work, I always have symptoms no matter what I do, but I can deal with them just like I have for the past 10 and half years.

My new baby!!

My husband is gonna kick my butt! My cat Ninja had eight kittens four weeks ago, and I had my eye on this calico. My mom said no more cats, and that is so Ninja's fault! So I came up with an idea, be rid of the Ninja.. At first I felt really bad, but then i remembered that cat ruined nice sofas, and wouldn't stay out of clean clothes or Bread. So I told my mom I get to keep the kitten and Ninja goes bye bye... Guess who won that one??? Me! WOOOO! Im so excited, she is so sticking cute.. So because of her colors and because my birthday is in October I named her October... I am not sure if I am gonna keep that name or not, but for now I like it... So far she is warming up to the house really well and of course my father. My new toy and time asuming objective is a kitten wish me luck... Honey Love you, but i really could not help myself.

SUPPORT

Time seems to be speeding by for me today, I realized that Burritto and I have almost been married for 6 months... I really can't believe it's been that long, i can still remember going on our first date, it seems just like it was yesterday.... Even though my hubby is gone i feel like i have so much support from him, I really am loving our relationship more and more everyday... I am lucky as of right now, I have great communication with him, although his roommate is quite rude sometimes, i still get some kind of communication on a regular basis.... So far this tour does not seem to bad, although I have a bit of time left on my plate, I feel pretty positive about it today.. I have taken advise from all the other women in my position, i have filled my days.. I have started a new book, which by the way is freaking great.. It's called Wicked, great book so far, I'm half way in, and it is a grabber, I can barely put it down sometimes... I started working out last week, I will tell you what, my body is not happy right now, it really hurts. But at the same time it feels great, I can go out to the gym and work out for an hour, and it seems like by the time I get home it is time to go back to work. So far my day starts out with work, i work till six at night, then i either go to the gym or go home and scrapbook, an hour before I go to bed I read my book... I also try to beat the time by going out with my friend Scott, and Jackie... I have support all around from friends and my hubby which is great, I couldn't need it more at this time...
Dippers is doing well, he has made his entire being about me.. When i leave the house seems to be the worst for him still.. He digs all the cat liter out of the box and spreads it all over the dinning room, which i still don't get why he likes that so much, it is so gross! Anyway I'm off to by book... Honey I love you! Have a great day, and please be careful......